Eh habis dah first sem degree wuhuw!

*wish to insert more pics but nope bc i forgot nak selfie pre/post exam selfies*

Yuppie. Alhamdulillah berakhir sudah. Mcm tak sangka. Qila balik rumah pun rasa mcm balik weekend huhuhuhu. Tak sempat merdeka lagi ihiks!

Honestly, I dont know what to do.... Hahaha haritu focus sangat belajor tak plan pun nak buat apa 3 minggu cuti dkt rumah ekeke. Ingat one week before puasa ni nak makan puas2. Hewhew.

Tengok tengok eh harini dah 3rd June and then this Sunday night inshallah start terawih la kan? Pergh. So cepat masa berlalu huhuhu. 

Hm what else. Sekarang ni my to-do list qila is to :

1. Khatam kan Oh My Venus & DOTS. (done done done!) OMG DOTS BEST! Unique. I expected too much but hey sangat simple sweet alahai tak banyak cheesy part but once it goes cheesy???? I meltz like an ice cream under the hot hot sun weh ahahahaha ok dah
2. Khatam kan movies in my laptops and astro and latest movies yang qila tak sempat tengok wayang huhuhuhuhuhuhuhu sedih (including Zootopia BEST! Captain America, Xmen Apocalypse, Angry Bird) etc.
3. Kemas bilik cecantik terus so nanti bila puasa focus ibadah je (hopefully) huhuhu istiqomah is very hard.
4. Baca my library & reread my reading list on wattpads!!!!!!! Huargh wattpad sangat addictive T_T
5. And idk.... Diet? Huhuhuhu nk kurus sikit untuk raya tahun ni. Tak pun kurus before my kakak's wedding heee. Mana tahu terjumpa jodoh masa tu ke kan huhuh k tak tak.
6. Kalau bosan lagi...... MAYBE i'll rewatch repeat replay these 5 cute-romantic-mustwatch book-to-movie adaptations. Hoho

P/s; haritu kakak qila dah bertunang! Yay! Ok das all for this months. I'll blogwalking but........ macam takkan update je for bulan Ramadhan ni huhuhuhu. Entah!!!!? We'll seee! Ok take care everybodehhhhhhh. Because self care is veryyyyyy important ok?????

Do what u love, love what u do

Suka this quotes. Sangat. Sangat.

“If you do what you love, you'll never work a day in your life.”

“Your heart belongs to Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala. If you fill your heart with the love of dunya then you will be heartbroken. So, fill your heart with the love of your Creator.”

“Don’t run for the love of people. Allah Subhanahu wa ta’ala is the controller of hearts. If you meet and love people for the sake of Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala then eventually Allah Subhanahu wa ta’ala will put love in the hearts of people for you but always keep your intention pure that you are doing to please Allah Subhanahu wa ta’ala not to gain the love of people.”

“Allah has a perfect plan for us and it’s exactly going the way it was planned. Trust Him and be patient. Allah knows what’s best for us.”

Sorry. I got nothing to post now. Haha. Busy ok ada life. Ececeh. Hahah but true tho :( Tak sangka dah bulan 3 huhu. Serious aaaaaaa. Nanti bulan 4. Pastu!!!! Bulan 6 puasa woi!!!!!!!!!!! Hahaha. Currently busy with tertunggak self-notes, assigments, presentations, blergh. Rindu nak duduk depan laptop berjam jam hihu.

Random Update.

Ha masa ni lepas qila gi beli (Chia Seeds) tu haha. Lepas hantar Azim g Wangsa Walk, qila umi and kakak shopping sikit dekat Aeon Big Wangsa Maju. Alahai bebetul dpn WW haha. Qila dah excited dah beli sushi bagai.

  

Pastu tetiba kakak ajak makan pulak. Dia tu sebenarnya gemuk juga tu. Haih. Anyway! Here's the cafe. Best! Cantik! Affordable! And air dia refillable woot woot! Self service! Cute la jugak ihihi.

Murah. Sedap. Hihi. Rupa2 nya Makan Culture ni under Sakura Kristal! Hek eleh. Patut la best. 

Sedappppp. Ikan peranakan dia sangat sedap with those colorful rice balls NASI BON BON ahaha so cute lah nyums! Ikan peranakan tu rasa dia mcm (Asam Pedas + Kari) haha sangat nyummeh. And then i chose the Carbonara Spaghetti lah ofcs hihi. And air apa tah tu. Idk hahahaha bc i dont drink coffee and seangkatannya hiuhiu.

she's pretty although she's turning 46 sooner :(:

wiwiwi thanks kakak lanjew mihahaha.

i looked ala ala ummi right. alhamdulillah qila masa tua nanti takkan jd hodoh hahah!

2016 ni memang idk. My goals macam too much. Nak jadi kurus before raya la, cantik la, ni lah tu lah. I think i'm having problem hm. Too much. This is so NOT me. Why i do even care? Ni semua duniawi qilah!!?!!?!?!?!?! Blergh. Takpe lah. Fitrah kan hahaha. Susah jadi perempuan. Overthinking la, over insecure, over confidence, over over! Ishh. Wait. Did i just overreacting? Hahah yeap i just did it. Goodnight! :)

P/s: Tak sabar nak jumpa Kak Sally & Cha lusa. Hiks.

ex-hausted :(

Harlu. Over je exhausted. Padahal tak masuk 2 week lagi. Tak dikira 2nd week sangat pun sebab dapat cuti dah kan kihkih. Selamat study kembali qilah! Alhamdulillah, again i survived? haha. Best betul this week. Class on Wed & Thur. Pastu malam jumaat balik rumah lagi lewwww hihihihih. Nak tengok Deadpool! #tetiba. Anyway!!!! Idk why im felt exhausted everyday here. Sebab qila kurang makan ke cane. Dia mcm perasaan penat tu melangkaui perasaan lapar. Balik class qila memang tidor je. Idk why. Tahu tahu je bangun tidor dah nak asar. Pastu nak nangis sebab malas turun makan. Hahahahahah!

Actually my face is really reaaaally exhausted tapi ternampak excited pulak haha.  

pardon my ugliness hahah

Yeap. That's me. All the time. Seriously, penat mentally. and physically, and spiritually kut. Sebab habis piyed so mcm blergh. I really need to purify my spiritual matters hehe. Hm, what else. Minggu ni banyak habis duit dekat printing je kut. So many notes alahai. Beli buku pun alhamdulillah buku secondhand. Itupun qila mcm lupa nak shopping gelenya. Tak deco apa langsung bilik. Haih. Why qila why. 

 

Hahahaha yassss qila dah borong dah haritu wuhuw! And i've tried it! Best best best! Yay alhamdulillah got no rashes hihihihi. Sedih sadis betul dpt kulit sensitif ni heeee. Balik class qila sememangnya pemalas no 1 nak bawak payung so memang sampai je bilik mmg tempek benda alah aloe vera ni ha. Sedap. Nyaman je rasa hihi. Nak beli lagi boleh tak. #tamak

Thank you aten ila, you made my days in iium more merrier. gitew! :p

One Last Time.

Hahaha! Omg over gila title. Sumpah over. One last time? I promise after that i let u go~ hihi ternyanyi lagu Ariana Grande lak (in case u dont know) Hm. Last time qila hangout with my whole family ehe. Kakak semalam off day sebab dia nak jumpa Dentist. Alahai. Gigi rabbit dia bermasalah betul haha.

And then petang tu guess what!?!?!!?!? kakak nak belanja tengok wayang sebab dia terliur and obviously we girls + umi cant move on from pakcik encem SRK & Kajol and......................

SIAPA TEGUR POPCORN DKT TUDUNG AKU SIAP KAU HAHAHAHAHA EEEE IM SUCH A PENGOTOR

I ACCIDENTALLY WATCHED DILWALE, AGAIN. For the third time. HAHAHAHA. 

ADUH ADUH I FEEL LIKE SLAPPING MYSELF.

Tertengok tanpa sengaja ok pls la. Hahah! Sebab kakak nak tengok lagi sekali, umi pun. Pastu sekali dgn Alim & Azim (my brothers) yang patut tengok brotherhood between Kaali/Raj with Veeer!

At first diorang nak tinggal qila sensorang dkt rumah and i'm like wow thanks? Terima kasih la tinggal aku sorang2 dekat rumah ni. Pastu kakak mcm kesian so yeah dia belanja je lagi hewhew. And then, abah sorang je tak ikut sbb abah puasa and abah aint got time fo dat haha. Balik je terus berbuka dgn abah wiwiwi. I'm so happy :')

Ni bila tudung ok lagi. Dekat snapchat sumpah lagi hodoh dan eew tudung ni sangat annoying and im like a pocong eeeee

On my way to draft my posts and set them free. Eceh haha. Banyak gila blog posts tak terpos haha. Nak post tapi mcm rude haha. Nak post tapi mcm too gelenya idk. Haha. Ready jelah ye. Sementara cuti ni qila update blog puas puas. Blogwalking puas puas. Bcs I won't be online anymore starting from next week. xoxo 

 Besok nak start packing dah :(

Bebel. Dont bother to read. Sorry.

Hi? Hey. Hm. Honestly, qila tengah sedih sikit. Ehe. Bukan apa. Dia mcm terkesukkk sikit ehe. Sebab nya, kakak qila nak kahwin dah.... Next year. Hehe bukan minggu depan ye? Hihi. Tak sangka 2016 is a week ahead us hehe. Hm. Anyway, yes. She's getting married............ And i dont know what to say. I mean. Dia kata nak kahwin in March (insyaallah) but nape awal sangat kak oi :(

What will happen to me...... Still tak puas kot manja dgn kakak hahaahahah i know it sounds so gedik but it's true...... Nanti kakak dah kahwin mesti la kakngah pulak next? Eh that's not the point hahaha!

It's just that........ Tak sangka. She's going to be 25 hehe.

And im gong to be freaking 20 in a week. (on 10th August to be precise :p) hehe. Twenteen ok. Still teeeenager ok muahaha. See? Im in denial. Hahah.

Hm. Yay nanti finally saya ada abang--ipar huhu hm but. Idk hahaaha.

Im sorry. It's hard.

Pastu minggu ni macam minggu jodoh untuk qila. Hahahaha sebab umi dia mcm sedih. Anak anak besau dah. And she felt so content and thankful that dia panjang umur lagi utk tengok anak dia membesar. (qila terbesar) hahahahaha. And then termasuk bab degree qila hehe. Qila cakap la,

UMI???? DEGREE UIA LAMA AH UMI. MCM 4-5 TAHUN. Hmmmm lama kan hmmm takut aaa umi :( mesti susah nanti aaaaa takut umi umi umi hahahah

Pastu boleh pulak umi tetiba cakap.....

KAKNGAH? KALAU U JUMPA JODOH DKT UIA.....U KAHWIN JELA TERUS OK????? KENDURI BUAT NANTI JE. KALAU JUMPA KAHWIN JE TERUS. SEBAB DEGREE U TU LAMA SANGAT LA.

ERKKKKKKKKKKKKK

Ya allah. UMI?!?!?!?! WHAT IS WRONG WITH U? :(((( NONONONOOOOO qila tak mo kahwin lagi la umi nanti kena tinggal umi abah nonono im so clingy and stupid like that noooo hahahahahah. Sumpah la cannot imagine ughhhh. Dah la kata kata umi tu doa???? OMG NO!! Qila nak kahwin lepas study la umi nononoooooo jgn bagi restu lagi wait it right there cut it!!!! hahahaha. Nanti takleh focus oh tidak saya dah jadi gila ugh ugh ugh pastu qila macam tetiba ada quote muncul di otak haha

Dear self, this is LIFE. LIFE ISNT FREAKING EASY. OKAY? PLS LA.

Sigh.
And hey. Happy new year and happy holiday? :) Im so happy to get stuck in jam sebab ramai balik kampung ye cuti ni? Hihi. Hey UIA? Mu tunggu aku datang wiwiwi~

Jodoh. Ko pergi jauh jauh pls jgn nak main main kan perasaan haku. Pls la annoying ok. Cant wait to gain ilmu yayayayayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy and qila betul betul suka apa yg Mat Luthfi cakap about this one hehe.

Seriously.

How can you like someone u barely know?

You dont even know, not half, not even a quarter of me.

My bad habit, my dark side. You haven't seen me in despair, my anger, my resentment.

You haven't seen me at my lowest point, how weak I could be when the time hits it.

How do I know if you can handle my shit? How do I know if I can handle yours?

PEOPLE ARE NOT 24/7 HAPPY. Don't confuse love with admiration ;)

GO MARRY SOMEONE YOU KNOW, MARRY SOMEONE YOU HAVE SEEN HIS DISAPPOINTMENT AND ANGER, AND YOU KNOW YOU CAN HANDLE THEM.

GO MARRY SOMEONE YOU TRULY LOVE.

Hm. How to know someone if i dont even know any guy hahahaha ok bye

Nanti kalau qila nak gi dating kena lama lama lah. Kena buat orang tu marah, upset, sedih bagai.

And jgn lupa ajak org ketiga utk dating. Ha gituw.

OK QILA DAH BOLEH TUTUP BUKU PSL JODOH/LOVE/BOYFIE/ WHATEVER BERKENAAN UNTUK 2015 YAY!!!! Goodbye! See ya next year hahaha

Ok last quote hahaha.

Take life day by day, 

and be grateful for the little things. 

Don’t get stressed over what you can’t control.

—  Unknown Author.