Semester 3? Almost Done!

Nasi dagang kuah ikan but lauk ayam nomnom

Alhamdulillah. Wallahi rindu gila nak update blog and blogwalking apetah lagi aduduh. Tapi apakan daya. Payah nak lingering in front of laptop that long ey. I only use laptop to finish my assignments and urm khatam movies ha ha ha.

SO! Today, 8th May is one of those day yg penat nak mampos haha. Seriously. Ada 2 presentations. Ugh. I really hope I did well but duh mesti la si qilah sangat loser. Haha. Alhamdulillah settle dah almost everything for this semester assessments :))))) 

Tak sangka. It's already 8th....May..... And then next week study week dah ha. Gulp. Final exams are coming through!!!!! Fuh puh hh. 

Anyways, this post is mainly to remind myself to share notes on Islamic note by Ustaz Kabuye! (my favorite ustaz for this semester) hihihi. So yeah. Tu jela kut. Ish rinduw.

Sesape yg baca ni doakan qila dapat dean list lagi eh sem ni!? Please? Thank u very much! Moga Allah permudahkan segala urusan kamu. Papai semua take care xx

Bebel. Dont bother to read. Sorry.

Hi? Hey. Hm. Honestly, qila tengah sedih sikit. Ehe. Bukan apa. Dia mcm terkesukkk sikit ehe. Sebab nya, kakak qila nak kahwin dah.... Next year. Hehe bukan minggu depan ye? Hihi. Tak sangka 2016 is a week ahead us hehe. Hm. Anyway, yes. She's getting married............ And i dont know what to say. I mean. Dia kata nak kahwin in March (insyaallah) but nape awal sangat kak oi :(

What will happen to me...... Still tak puas kot manja dgn kakak hahaahahah i know it sounds so gedik but it's true...... Nanti kakak dah kahwin mesti la kakngah pulak next? Eh that's not the point hahaha!

It's just that........ Tak sangka. She's going to be 25 hehe.

And im gong to be freaking 20 in a week. (on 10th August to be precise :p) hehe. Twenteen ok. Still teeeenager ok muahaha. See? Im in denial. Hahah.

Hm. Yay nanti finally saya ada abang--ipar huhu hm but. Idk hahaaha.

Im sorry. It's hard.

Pastu minggu ni macam minggu jodoh untuk qila. Hahahaha sebab umi dia mcm sedih. Anak anak besau dah. And she felt so content and thankful that dia panjang umur lagi utk tengok anak dia membesar. (qila terbesar) hahahahaha. And then termasuk bab degree qila hehe. Qila cakap la,

UMI???? DEGREE UIA LAMA AH UMI. MCM 4-5 TAHUN. Hmmmm lama kan hmmm takut aaa umi :( mesti susah nanti aaaaa takut umi umi umi hahahah

Pastu boleh pulak umi tetiba cakap.....

KAKNGAH? KALAU U JUMPA JODOH DKT UIA.....U KAHWIN JELA TERUS OK????? KENDURI BUAT NANTI JE. KALAU JUMPA KAHWIN JE TERUS. SEBAB DEGREE U TU LAMA SANGAT LA.

ERKKKKKKKKKKKKK

Ya allah. UMI?!?!?!?! WHAT IS WRONG WITH U? :(((( NONONONOOOOO qila tak mo kahwin lagi la umi nanti kena tinggal umi abah nonono im so clingy and stupid like that noooo hahahahahah. Sumpah la cannot imagine ughhhh. Dah la kata kata umi tu doa???? OMG NO!! Qila nak kahwin lepas study la umi nononoooooo jgn bagi restu lagi wait it right there cut it!!!! hahahaha. Nanti takleh focus oh tidak saya dah jadi gila ugh ugh ugh pastu qila macam tetiba ada quote muncul di otak haha

Dear self, this is LIFE. LIFE ISNT FREAKING EASY. OKAY? PLS LA.

Sigh.
And hey. Happy new year and happy holiday? :) Im so happy to get stuck in jam sebab ramai balik kampung ye cuti ni? Hihi. Hey UIA? Mu tunggu aku datang wiwiwi~

Jodoh. Ko pergi jauh jauh pls jgn nak main main kan perasaan haku. Pls la annoying ok. Cant wait to gain ilmu yayayayayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy and qila betul betul suka apa yg Mat Luthfi cakap about this one hehe.

Seriously.

How can you like someone u barely know?

You dont even know, not half, not even a quarter of me.

My bad habit, my dark side. You haven't seen me in despair, my anger, my resentment.

You haven't seen me at my lowest point, how weak I could be when the time hits it.

How do I know if you can handle my shit? How do I know if I can handle yours?

PEOPLE ARE NOT 24/7 HAPPY. Don't confuse love with admiration ;)

GO MARRY SOMEONE YOU KNOW, MARRY SOMEONE YOU HAVE SEEN HIS DISAPPOINTMENT AND ANGER, AND YOU KNOW YOU CAN HANDLE THEM.

GO MARRY SOMEONE YOU TRULY LOVE.

Hm. How to know someone if i dont even know any guy hahahaha ok bye

Nanti kalau qila nak gi dating kena lama lama lah. Kena buat orang tu marah, upset, sedih bagai.

And jgn lupa ajak org ketiga utk dating. Ha gituw.

OK QILA DAH BOLEH TUTUP BUKU PSL JODOH/LOVE/BOYFIE/ WHATEVER BERKENAAN UNTUK 2015 YAY!!!! Goodbye! See ya next year hahaha

Ok last quote hahaha.

Take life day by day, 

and be grateful for the little things. 

Don’t get stressed over what you can’t control.

—  Unknown Author.

i want baymax. no. i need baymax.

Yayayayy qila dah gi tengok Big Hero!!!!!!!! Yassssss!!!! *Menari ciked* ekeke. Tak sabar nya nak tunggu keluaronline pastu nak dunlud wiwiwi

haish. Comel lah Baymax nak nak nak baymax nak baymax nak maybank. Eh. Hahah! Menyesal gila tak curi Baymax bawak balik rumah hm hm :(! Muehehe. Qila nak suruh sesape lanjew teddy bear Baymax ehem hiks.

Qila gi dengan Tehah! and Kaka!!!!!!! woot woot!!!!

gerak pukul 1030 ui dari rumah nasibaik sempat sampai tengok Big Hero ni pukul 1130 wiwiwwi. Ingat nak tengok Hobbit tapi sebab Kaka & Tehah takpernah tengok kang takpaham apa. Dah ah 3 jam dalam tu mahu petak bontot kehke.

So yeah.

i cried two times. First when Hiro's brother (Tadashi) yg super handsome was dead in kebakaran :(!!!!

sedih nya ceh mcm lah ada abang haha. Qila terbayang kakak mati :(((((

pastu second crying part is when Baymax mati :(((((((

sedih tu ohmy. Qila tahan je sbb duduk antara Kaka and Pip nanti dia gelakkan saya nangis hahaha.

Hampir sendu hahahaahhh!!!

bengong betul. org gila je nangis ish. Over emosi why why why i did cried like

Ish. I hate myself!!!! Hahahha.

And then yeyeh makan dkt food court wangsa walk boooooring haha. So-so. Pastu jalan pastu jalan sampai balik wiwiwi.

And u know the most funny part!!!???? Ahahahahh!!!!

Qila menari shake it off without any kesedaran!!!!! Sumpah candid of the year and candid paling hodoh ive ever done.

Why puberty makes me uglier ish.

Thank you so much Pip for taking this pics of us (Fatihah, Me and Kaka)

untunglah orang tu takde finale so balik lepas last class ye. Tung ah tung ah. Hihi. 

Selamat balik Kedah ye Tehah.

Selamat pulang ke Sabah ya Kaka. Hehe.

Take a good care of yourself wiwiwi. Thaanks bagi semangat final exam ni hm hm :( chaiyuk! ;(((((

Hi aku dipecat.

Nak sedih☹ ke nak happy☺? Entah lah. Bercampur baur err. Bukan apa.

"Kau bila nak berhenti?"

"Err, hujung bulan 3 lah? Nanti qila nk cuti beberapa hari tau sebab nak ambik result SPM :D" *senyum sebaik mungkin walaupun sentiasa kena tengking*

Salah ke aku mintak cuti beberapa hari and then kau cakap,
"Hak elah, kau nak cuti bagai pulak. Jadi sampai bila ni? Aku bagi kau sampai 15 haribulan je lah kau. Okay?"


Erk. Sumpah sentap. And paling sentap bila kak Ima cakap, dia tak sabar nak replace qila...
T_T Sebab 17 haribulan ada 2 awek baru apply nak masuk kerja. So dia tengah perasan lah tewww ramai nak kerja dekat situ huh. Qila cuma cakap nak beberapa hari cuti untuk ambik result SPM. Itu aje. Yang kau nak emo pahal duh. Eiii takpaham dengan boss qila yg super kurang ajar. Hm makin lama makin kenal perangai bussuk dia haih.
Dah lah kedekut. Bukan apa, kak Ima kerja dengan kau for 5 years.
And gaji dia ciput cemtu je....... Seriously?
Dia jaga akaun kau, dia buat ini itu. Based on apa yang qila tengok Kak Ima buat selama ni.
Omg i can't stand it. She's not kerani. She's more to PA kau. And itu je dia dapat? Haih.
Memang patut pun aku berhenti kerja. Can't wait!!!!

Heheehehe. Sorry kalau qila emo, bukan apa.
Kita kena lah tahu the difference between kedekut or berjimat cermat right?
Ok goodnight! Tak sabarnya 15 haribulan :D Muahahah. Ikut kan harini jugak 28FEB nak berhenti hohohoho. Tapi takpe, aku nak settle everything what ive started hehe.

Setiap hari qila kena tengking mcm orang bodoh. Sabor jelah.
Tak tahu kenapa dia jadi emo gila bila bapak dia call dia. And tak pasal pasal qila sekali kena marah.
Bila takpaham, kena lah bertanya kan?
Bila qila tanya, dia mengamuk satu kedai. And i'm like..... Lolwhut.
Kau ni memang melampau. Ugh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Pastu bila kak Ima masuk je, dia dan dan lah bajet baik. Pastu dia sentiasa cari salah orang.
Bila barang hilang je dia pandang muka qila. Bila semua benda salah memang salah qila lah.
Bila dia salah dia gelak gelak and buat bodo. Pastu ugh. Mcm mcm lah.
Makin lama makin melampau. Macam bagus sangat.
Heishhhh. Ya allah but still im being thankful. Kalau tak sampai bila pun aku takde pengalaman cemtu hehe. Alhamdulillah for everything. I learned alot yay.

Nasibaik lah Abah lah orang paling garang in my world and yes.
Mentaliti qila sangat kuat. (umi yg cakap hihihik) well i don't think so bcs sometimes tetiba je boleh nangis tanpa sebab musabab yang munasabah. Hahahah.

So sekarang qila tengah nak apply kerja dekat sebelah tu je hahahah.
Kak Ima pun siap cakap,

"Qila, kerja je situ. Biar padanmuka dia. Biar dia tahu takde orang pun boleh kerja sini macam kita kan kan?"

Thanks kak Ima, sebenarnya qila kesian sangat dekat kak Ima ;(
Dia mcm sedapkan hati je kerja situ haih.
And dia pernah pengsan tau kerja dekat situ. Stress sangat :( Poor poor kak Ima,
stay strong kak Ima!!! Love you and thank you so much tau for this 2 and a half months kerja dekat situ hehe. Sebab kak Ima lah qila bertahan. Hehe. Sorry takleh teman Kak Ima and ganti and tolong kak Ima with those accounts stuffs hm :/ rasa nak nangis je ughhh.

Sorry and thank you!
p/s: Sorry ayat qila mcm tahape hape je ugh. Stress. Tapi takpe qilah.
All is well. You can do it bebeh :D Lagi 2 minggu je. Sekejap je :D Hehe.

Dah lah. Malas nak bebel lagi. Tata!

Pembantu Kerani Jerrrr

Hahahahah. Yes ☺!! Aku pembantu kerani jeeee. Tapi kedekot jugak ah RM30 je sehari.
Dari pukul 9 sampai 6 petang?!?! Seriously???? Dah lah jam lambat 15 minit. So bukan 6 petang. Penipu. 6.15 suku!!!! Ugh. Hahahah. Ok kalau takpaham qila ada dapat kerja + interview 2minit dalam entry Helo helo kopi ke milo hoi hoi~

Hehe.
So saje je nak gak cerita first time experience bekerja dah lah aku ni memang super socially awkward!!!! Dah ah aku ni memang angkuh, sombong, belagak (malu je sebenarnya). Tak sbo pun hm. Hihihihi. Tapi nak buat cmane. Memang aku ni bukan jenis yg hangout keluar hehe.
Aku duduk KL tapi takpernah gi Pavi, TS, Mid Valley, sampai semua kawan aku kata aku penipu.
Hm malas aku bahasa dgn mu. So whatever lah.

Bila gi ambik lesen tu pun adik beradik aku semua macam.

HAA!?!? KAKNGAH NAK AMBIK LESEN?!?!!??!
Hm aku dah agak dah. Semua mesti tak caye punye lah haih ikut mu ah.

Umi jugak lah yang senyum baik je. Entah2 umi pun tak percaya dekat aku. Aduh.

Ini first time aku BEKERJA OMG!!!!!
Aku tak tahu lah belagak pandai atau pura pura bodoh bila buat  semua kerja tu.
Sebab kerja tu semua senang sangat. Yelah kerani, buat ape je duh qilah.

Biasa lah, typical kerani things ialah key-in. Iye. Nasibaik lah kita dunia yang maju giteww.

So type type is ma thang (slang Miley Cyrus gitu) hahaha. So key-in je akaun akaun tu huhu.

Kira kira tu pun ada. Kak Fatimah reminds me of Kak Sally. Hihi. Angah reminds me of my father who loooooves to make lawak hambar.

Soalan paling lawak is "Reti guna calculator?"

Lolwhutttt hahahaha RETI! Guna calculator yang murah tu T_T Sakit tangan aku duk tekan kuat kuat. Dah ah bunyi kuat har har har. Rupa rupanya dia ajar tolak percent%% tu dgn lebih laju.

Takyah guna taktik sekolah. Tak berguna langsung pffft.

Nonono. Bukan mcm gambar atas. Lagi hodoh ye in real life hahahah.

Dah pukul 8. Jakgi pukul 9 masuk ah. 9 suku ye. Sbb jam dkt sana lembab haha.

☹ Penat tu penat. Tapi, dalaman punya penat. Hanya Dia yang tahu. I just cant describe in words gitu cewah hahahah. Boleh je describe. Aku penat! Penat gila!!!!!!!! Sumpah penat woo. Lewlz.

Im just super duper mega total seriously tired. Had a sleepless night. My sleeping schedule is way off ugh.
Tak sabar pulak nak bulan 2 har har har nak berhenti kerja and tawakal je lah untuk
upcoming result SSSSS P MMMM. *winkwink*
Tataaaaaaa. 
Btw, thank u sangat to those yang comment dkt post Blank & Milo tu T_T
Im still in dilemmaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa sobs

I think I’m in a semi-hiatus mode again ;;

Sedih lah baca Hunger Games TT_TT

Peeta sangat sweet tapi Katniss haih in dilemma. 

Gale or Peeta?

Hihi ofcs lah Peeta hehehehe :3

I want a friendship like them hehehehe

Reason why I love Joshifer:  How hard they make each other laugh.

Diorang sangat sweet hihihihi.

Ok tata!!!! x

Comelkan hihihi

some cats are different.

Back to my room heheheh

ada date dgn buku buku atas katil 

wee~~

tired n sad

Assalamualaikum semua hihi x

Penat gila harini woi

Baru habis buat skrip baru forum sbb cikgu tu tetiba je suruh tukar ugh #just ugh menyusahkan betul tau

Kalau tak kitorang tinggal hafal aje. Ini tidak, buat isi baru. Skrip habis tukar semua ya allah sakit nya hati aaaaaa

dearself, sabar je lah ok? inshaallah ada hikmahnya

Oh, dah lah group akaun cikgu buat qila jadi ketua. Ya allah penat tu i cant describe pheww~ exhausted.

Rasa nak tolong diorang tu mesti lah ada tapi agak-agak lah.

Tolong lah berusaha sikit takkan nak tunggu kita je ajar. Susah sangat ke nak bukak buku teks baca and paham kan sikit?

Yang lelaki memang basic akaun fail but yang perempuan? Aduh lahai puhleez laaah saya pon busy jugak nak study untuk trial lagi.

SIGHS

Oh and this things have been on my mind since weeks ago

Ustazah R1: Lupakan kawan tu. Tolak ketepi. Dah takde masa dah. Biar je diorang. Lantak pi lah. Awak kena study untuk diri awak. Sekali je tau SPM ni?

Ustazah R2: Eh ajak lah kawan tu belajar sama-sama. Tak baik tau awak kata awak tak belajar dekat sekolah tapi dekat rumah awak belajar gila-gila punya and biar je kawan awak bodoh sorang-sorang. Ajak lah kawan

Ustazah R2? Bukan saya taknak ajak tapi penat lah ustazah. Diorang bukan nak dengar cakap saya pon. Saya kan bodoh. Bukan nak belagak tapi diorang sendiri macam tak percaya result saya meningkat from zero to something superb. Sorry lah ustazah, saya dah ajak diorang tapi diorang buat muka tahik dengan saya. So i decided to study hard plus smart at home by myself. Sorry.

Penat lah. Dengan folio addmath lagi. Group dengan boys pulak ya robb diorang pemalas tahap ape tah sampai semua gurls je nak kena buat TT_TT

im dying inside. Selamat malam semua! I cant wait to end this (undescribeable) year hahahah cannot wait!!!!!

Aza aza fighting!!!! x