Bebel. Dont bother to read. Sorry.

Hi? Hey. Hm. Honestly, qila tengah sedih sikit. Ehe. Bukan apa. Dia mcm terkesukkk sikit ehe. Sebab nya, kakak qila nak kahwin dah.... Next year. Hehe bukan minggu depan ye? Hihi. Tak sangka 2016 is a week ahead us hehe. Hm. Anyway, yes. She's getting married............ And i dont know what to say. I mean. Dia kata nak kahwin in March (insyaallah) but nape awal sangat kak oi :(

What will happen to me...... Still tak puas kot manja dgn kakak hahaahahah i know it sounds so gedik but it's true...... Nanti kakak dah kahwin mesti la kakngah pulak next? Eh that's not the point hahaha!

It's just that........ Tak sangka. She's going to be 25 hehe.

And im gong to be freaking 20 in a week. (on 10th August to be precise :p) hehe. Twenteen ok. Still teeeenager ok muahaha. See? Im in denial. Hahah.

Hm. Yay nanti finally saya ada abang--ipar huhu hm but. Idk hahaaha.

Im sorry. It's hard.

Pastu minggu ni macam minggu jodoh untuk qila. Hahahaha sebab umi dia mcm sedih. Anak anak besau dah. And she felt so content and thankful that dia panjang umur lagi utk tengok anak dia membesar. (qila terbesar) hahahahaha. And then termasuk bab degree qila hehe. Qila cakap la,

UMI???? DEGREE UIA LAMA AH UMI. MCM 4-5 TAHUN. Hmmmm lama kan hmmm takut aaa umi :( mesti susah nanti aaaaa takut umi umi umi hahahah

Pastu boleh pulak umi tetiba cakap.....

KAKNGAH? KALAU U JUMPA JODOH DKT UIA.....U KAHWIN JELA TERUS OK????? KENDURI BUAT NANTI JE. KALAU JUMPA KAHWIN JE TERUS. SEBAB DEGREE U TU LAMA SANGAT LA.

ERKKKKKKKKKKKKK

Ya allah. UMI?!?!?!?! WHAT IS WRONG WITH U? :(((( NONONONOOOOO qila tak mo kahwin lagi la umi nanti kena tinggal umi abah nonono im so clingy and stupid like that noooo hahahahahah. Sumpah la cannot imagine ughhhh. Dah la kata kata umi tu doa???? OMG NO!! Qila nak kahwin lepas study la umi nononoooooo jgn bagi restu lagi wait it right there cut it!!!! hahahaha. Nanti takleh focus oh tidak saya dah jadi gila ugh ugh ugh pastu qila macam tetiba ada quote muncul di otak haha

Dear self, this is LIFE. LIFE ISNT FREAKING EASY. OKAY? PLS LA.

Sigh.
And hey. Happy new year and happy holiday? :) Im so happy to get stuck in jam sebab ramai balik kampung ye cuti ni? Hihi. Hey UIA? Mu tunggu aku datang wiwiwi~

Jodoh. Ko pergi jauh jauh pls jgn nak main main kan perasaan haku. Pls la annoying ok. Cant wait to gain ilmu yayayayayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy and qila betul betul suka apa yg Mat Luthfi cakap about this one hehe.

Seriously.

How can you like someone u barely know?

You dont even know, not half, not even a quarter of me.

My bad habit, my dark side. You haven't seen me in despair, my anger, my resentment.

You haven't seen me at my lowest point, how weak I could be when the time hits it.

How do I know if you can handle my shit? How do I know if I can handle yours?

PEOPLE ARE NOT 24/7 HAPPY. Don't confuse love with admiration ;)

GO MARRY SOMEONE YOU KNOW, MARRY SOMEONE YOU HAVE SEEN HIS DISAPPOINTMENT AND ANGER, AND YOU KNOW YOU CAN HANDLE THEM.

GO MARRY SOMEONE YOU TRULY LOVE.

Hm. How to know someone if i dont even know any guy hahahaha ok bye

Nanti kalau qila nak gi dating kena lama lama lah. Kena buat orang tu marah, upset, sedih bagai.

And jgn lupa ajak org ketiga utk dating. Ha gituw.

OK QILA DAH BOLEH TUTUP BUKU PSL JODOH/LOVE/BOYFIE/ WHATEVER BERKENAAN UNTUK 2015 YAY!!!! Goodbye! See ya next year hahaha

Ok last quote hahaha.

Take life day by day, 

and be grateful for the little things. 

Don’t get stressed over what you can’t control.

—  Unknown Author.