Perasaan sekarang

Hi mood kita sedih sikit maaf lah hehe.

English ni susah lah. I mean tak tahu kenapa qila berat sangat mulut mcm lah ada emas dlm mulut ish! Lagi lagi kena speaking aaaaa taknak!!!! Mcm nak keluar dari class masuk bawah selimut. Rasa nak nangis and ugh!

Rasa down gila lah kalau mcm ada group project pastu diorang (other classmates) semua volunteer and speakout pastu there is me.

Hanging.

with no confidence, at all.

Sedih.

Sedih nya!! :( Kenapa lah qila cant speak with confidence. Mana boleh malu ugh.

Sampai bila nak perang dengan diri sendiri. Hish!!!!

Kan best kalau qila ni heartless. Kurus ke cantik lagi ke ish ish. Teruk betul lah. Sebab tu i googled some ways to boost my self esteem, self confidence, how to speak with confidence but jgn over confidence yg annoying tu. And.

Yes. alhamdulillah i gained my strength after some of my friends gave me advices T_T

terharuuuuuu and yay! Qila cuba lah belajar kerana Allah. Thanks BV hehe qila cuba fokus jgn tersasar nak study utk pass sahaja amboi.
 Jgn sesedih jgn down ugh.

Ingat umi abah, hehe baca twitter @positiveplants

You are so used to your features, you don’t know how beautiful you look to a stranger. (x)

Yay!

hehe first day start class pun dah nangis. Rasa lawak pun ada hahahahaha!

But to be honest, sometimes kita kena ada lah kawan yg bagi semangat hehe.
Tipu ah kalau happy 24/7 kan uhu.
Muhasabah diri.

Thanks to all my friends yaang exist hehe.
Tipu lah kalau takde kawan hehe.

Bila fikir balik nk ke taknak eh bg tahu kawan masalah kita, well. Bagi tahu je.
Ada certain things kita better bg tahu kawan sbb family mcm susah faham. Lagi lagi self confidence. Waduh lemah betul hehe.

Thanks for reading! Avoid negativity wuhu!